peace

I feel like life is full of chaos. Peace is so hard to find. It’s also hard to practice. How do you practice peace? I work on self care even if it’s just a couple minutes a day. I don’t overwhelm myself with what is happening all around me. I try to clear all negativeContinue reading “Peace”

Be like the flowers

Over the past few days I’ve been watching my peony bloom and the rose bush next to it as well. Some of the peony blooms are starting to fall and the rose has already fallen. I love watching the process of the flowers. It’s a reminder that we are always growing and changing and sometimesContinue reading “Be like the flowers”

Finding yourself

I feel like the older I get the more I find myself. I’m learning a lot in life right now. I’m learning that I enjoy things that my family doesn’t approve of. I am learning that as long as I’m comfortable I don’t need to worry about other people’s opinions. Including my families. I haveContinue reading “Finding yourself”

Being Angry at God…

I walked into the house and I heard mom and Cora on zoom with a Bible study group. I heard the question, “When was a time you were angry at God?” I knew exactly when. I was angry when he took my dad from me. I even told him when I was praying for aContinue reading “Being Angry at God…”

Beauty in Ice

The ice, as dangerous as it can be, is beautiful. The ice falling through the trees is peaceful. The cracking. And tinkling. Brings me peace somehow. I think sometimes we take for granted the beauty of mother nature. We also don’t respect it enough. The chaos and damage it can cause, but the fact thatContinue reading “Beauty in Ice”